It is always damaging to compare oneself to another. There will always be someone richer, luckier in love, you name it. I do a lot of pity partying and it never makes me feel better.
Life as the I Ching says, consists of an ebb and flow. Sometimes, I think I need to take charge, make something happen for me. I think, 'something is not right.' I second guess myself, my life, my decisions and waste time and energy, sometimes lying in bed at night, thinking of all I should have done different.
If I compare myself to anyone else and start to feel ashamed of who I am or what I have in terms of material possessions, I am not serving myself. If I appreciate the beauty of life and what I have, I am better off.
I am a mother, a daughter and a sister. I am a friend, a woman, a lot of things. Why should I put myself down? Why should I think, 'well, I'm not as skinny as... or I am not as tall as... and my hair is not straight but curly...?' The point is that it is OK for me to feel good about who I am, period. I do not need to go under a metamorphosis, just be. Yes, I make mistakes, lose friends, alienate others, have plenty of enemies, but Psalm 23, King David says: ..."He prepareth me a table in the presence of my enemies, He annointeth me with oil..."
If I make gratitude lists and adhere to true, not false humility, all will be well. If I live by love and not the drive of the ego, I can be happy. If I can attack no one, live and let live, be with what is, I can be happy. And lastly, if I stop chasing my ego's ambition and remember that love for love's sake is why I am here, all will be well. Shanti.
Stay in touch with the refreshing elements of life: the blue sky, the puffy cloud, the face of your loved one. - Thich Nhat Hanh
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